Monday, October 11, 2010

Sleeping Pills or Pregnancy?

I have been really really Nauseous sense Friday last week. I didn't take my sleeping pills to try to get off of them on Wednesday and Thursday night. Friday I was so nauseous that I was not going to go to the temple. I did and we ate a the cafeteria. After downing a glass of Sprite and eating a little I felt much better. Another weird thing is that I haven't been eating as much as I have been before. I don't finish anything. I love food but now I don't eat very much. t could be a bug of some kind too but I have never been this sick with the flu. I think it might be that I'm pregnant. Or at least I hope so. I was never this sick with my past pregnancies so I am hoping it is twins, But life never seems to turn out the way I would like it to. So I am probably wrong. I'm probably the only person I know who actually would want twins. I called the doctor today to see if it could be the medication. I'm hoping that that is not one of the side affects. But then it could also be a bug. But I have never had the stomach flu for this long. Who knows what it is. But I would really like to feel like I can at least do something everyday. I don't feel good when I stand Up.
My mom says that this wouldn't be the best time for me to get pregnant. I feel that any time would be good. Yes I am very scared about what happened to the last two but Josh and I have a good feeling about this next one. So basically I am going on Josh's feelings. Mine are very very messed up as of this time. I hope that twins is what God has in store for us. That would be a great blessing after loosing both. But Who knows What he is going to do.

1 comment:

Karilyn Carreon said...

I am so interested to know how the next few weeks go! Hope you guys are doing well!